so, it may partially be due to my lack of sleep, or possibly an overdose of cougar town (represent!), but i'm feelin this whole fall thing...
normal kelly would be depressed and sulking at the very first sign of the dreaded beginning of cold season (fall in mn is basically a 2 week precursor to winter yo), but this year, it feels different. could it be the extremely short and unusually crazy summer that we had? or possibly the extreme lack of beach time (basically what i live for in the summers anyway)? or even the total lack of relaxation that my summer's typically grant me...
nope.
i think it has a bit to do with being ready.
i don't know why, but this year, in many areas of my life, i'm starting to feel ready. idk, irl is always diff, btw, how many txt speak phases can i get away with in a blog? lol. no. too much. i immediately regretted even typing that.
there is a special kind of peace in feelin ready for life, 'stead of just trailin behind all of the time, frantically attempting to catch up, only to grasp the coat tails of those who are barely even tryin.
God has got a lot in store for me this winter, i can tell. not sure what yet, but i'm psyched (at least as psyched as i can be when sleep deprived) :)
that's official son.
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