i think we all let our evil twin out of the closet every once in a while.
currently, my evil twin isn't so much evil, as it is not really me. and the place that this impostor shows her face most often is my job. i struggle deeply with the equation: work kelly + real kelly = the unknown individual
we are always changing, evolving, the beautiful human condition, but how to manage that is a different matter entirely.
your strengths and your weakness should never define you, only give you a point of reference for how to improve. my strengths are somewhere in the realm of humor mixed with creativity, my weaknesses definitely lie in the land of reality, routine and the seriousness of affecting the lives of others. a true kelly-moment is rare to find in a field of work that is defined by legal and moral ambiguity. my daily cross to bear, but i do not take it lightly.
everybody needs a lil' inspiration, and clarity, even if those moments are few and far btwn.
i am lucky to serve a God that reveals all in His time, and faith that His plan will come to pass, His will be done, my only duty is to follow... keeping that our focus in times of uncertainty.
"now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things unseen."
the adventure of life will never be boring, but our evil twins should never win out... the image of Him who we are here to emulate should be the ultimate goal, no matter what our daily life looks like.
here's to the fight friends, peace be with you as you discern what He has in store for you.
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